My parents just pulled away. Devestation is about the only word that comes to mind right now. Well, maybe its not that bad. I am exhausted and sore from all the moving the last few weeks, especially yesterday and I think that's affecting my emotions. We didn't move anything ourselves yesterday, the movers did that, but I kept a crew of about 30-35 of my mom's friends from the ward cleaning and we got the house cleaned from top to bottom in less than two hours. It was amazing. We even did it in the midst of the movers... they were running way behind... and my main job was keeping people out of their way while working. I got pics of course. I have about 1100 pics from the last five months that I haven't done anything with yet so those will come first. Don't worry, I won't post all of them, just most of them. hahaha

Jayne went with my parents and Sara for the next 15 days. Dyan, Josh, Rachel and I will drive up on the 12th to pick her up. Josh will fly out after the weekend and we will stay through the week. I don't think I could handle saying goodbye if I had more than three weeks to wait to see them in CA. Jayne is so excited. It's been hard letting my princess go. All I thought about was how great it would be for her until two nights ago. I was saying my prayers at night and started bawling. We'll see if I can live without her for 15 days!

Rachel and I came inside after they pulled away from our house and we held each other and bawled. I knew Rachel was having a hard time lately because she was screaming and being a brat, but I didn't know if she really understood what was happening. She does. She was sobbing and said, "I miss Sara. I miss Jayne and Mimi and Papa. pause You said I could have two popsicles and I didn't have them yet." That's Rachel. Food first. You would think she would be huge the way she eats. Thank goodness she takes after her daddy's metabolism and not mine! These next few weeks will be interesting with just her and I during the day. I am so used to working and she is so used to going to Mimi's all day. A little shocking for both of us, but I will keep you all posted.

Have a fantastic Wednesday!
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